I'm Done.

Just when I got comfortable with the situation, here comes a kink. I wont get into any details here because I don't want to put the other persons business out there like that so I will try to be as vague as possible. Anyway, I should have known it was coming. I should have seen the signs. My friends told me that I was doing to much. They told me that my efforts to save this person would not be rewarded. Seems that the song about Cap'n Save-a-Ho is true. They really don't want to be saved! After the conversation last night....I am left thinking that I never really knew the person. So many issues but so little time. I do believe that it was doomed from the get green.

This dude gonna tell me that he is not head over heels for me and that he thinks that at this point he should be. Hey guy....I am not head over heels for your ass either! There are some fundamental things that i require that you don't have yet. I consider my time with you charity! Ok, that is mean but i am saying. Nobody is supposed to be head over heels in 5months. that's crazy!

But it's all good tho. Shit just frees me up to do what i need to do and that is go to NYC. Yep, i told him that i needed a break but what that really means is that I am done. Now the only thing keeping me from NYC is a job and i plan to start working on that really aggressively.